Am I Asexual Or Just Hiding From Sex?

i am female. i am attracted to females. romantically. i think i may have made myself asexual from watching too much porn from an early age. nothing else get's me aroused now and i'm not interested in sex with anyone else but myself. i know i would appreciate a relationship where sex wasn't as issue i had to stress about. although, perhaps i AM sexual and i DO want sex but i just know i couldn't have it in the conventional sense. i think maybe the reason i don't want sex in a relationship is

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