For Otakus: What Should I Do?

First of all, I know this might not be the best category for this question, but this is probably where the majority of the otakus are, and I really need help. I only need help from otakus because they are the only ones who might understand how I feel. So here's the question and the details. I found out that I was an otaku about a year ago. But since then I've ran into problems like "I can't draw manga" and "I can't sew cosplay". Now I've ran into the worst problem possible except for "I can't

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